I just count the day,exactlly 2 months hv 'not on blog.... got lazy much~~ bcuz I have retire on whole of May. Before i hv much uncomfortable, depress feeling when resign the job, during my long vacation... time seams longer than I think, I can't sleep well.. thinking too much & feel headache.  

I'm always a work hard guy, now is non-stop work everyday.  "but so poor that I still lost myself, my future is unknown." 

and recently, one guy made me so sad feeling, he gave me a shock message!! why tell me?  i want to escape to hear that. MY god!   i know is to forget everything which about him.  Hopefully... 

**much hope to be a butterfly... can fly everywhere and no need care anything.  

Thank you for George Nozuka's song, I love him so much~~